I'm just writing this cause it will be less bitter than the last journal I wrote. I am still going through the disability process, and doesn't seem like i'm getting anywhere with the state on this. The VA says i'm disabled finally, so i'm not counting every penny at least, though not far above it either. At least I finally have evidence from the VA that will help me out some. Though I sometimes wonder if it will matter now that the money is getting so tight with state gov's in the current economic conditions. The place i'm living in is in so much need for repair, that it will be torn down when we go, which will hopefully be not too long. Finding a place to rent for less than 400$ a month is doubtful, which is what we pay now. Maybe something will open up for a reasonable price before the carpenter ants decide to take over.

On a brighter note, I have not smoked a cigarette in over 4 months now.